So long 2010...

Well, I am very ready to put 2010 behind me. It came & thank God is gone. It was a rough year! Sometimes you just have those years that you think can one more thing go wrong & then it does- well that was 2010 for me! It doesn't really seem like a new year to me yet in fact I feel like we are still cleaning up from the mess 2010 left behind! But I know it is just a matter of time & we will be at a new beginning. Every year I am one of those dorks who makes resolutions, the thing is I take mine serious. I am a very goal oriented person. In fact Jason reminded me the other day how I love to set goal & accomplish them & then I never have a desire to do whatever it was again- I just check it off my list & move on! I love to try new things & say I've done that once in my life... But so far I have not come up with anything for this year. Nothing is jumping out at me or inspiring me. rather odd. So I am still thinking & reflecting on what my goal will be for this year- what can I accomplish, what will inspire me to be a better person, or what would just be fun???? hum.... yep, still got nothing in mind! Honestly, I feel like right now is time for me to sit on the sidelines. I am watching all the plays around me & I am still part of the team, but it just isn't time for me to play. It is time for me to watch & learn. I have felt for awhile now that there are going to be some big doors opening for me but I am just not sure in what direction. Jason & I have had so many life changes this past year that I am really not sure what to expect this year. I feel like this year may be a year of learning & building relationships. 2010 I lost a lot of really close friendships so this year for me may be about leaving the past behind & moving forward into new meaningful friendships. who knows, a part of me would love to pack up & move somewhere crazy, to leave all behind & go to africa or something- IDK, I mean we are impulsive enough to do something like that but we have to see what God wants. Whatever is in store I am open & up for it, but until then I will patiently sit on the sidelines & encourage my team!