I know what it means to lose faith
I know what it means to be betrayed by one closest to you
I know what it feels like to be judged
I know that pain resides in patience
I know the fear of not knowing where your next check is coming from
I know what it means to only shop resale
I know what it feels like to question every decision
I know it can take years to build trust for it all to be destroyed in seconds
I know healing
I know I have faith
I know restoration is a process
I know who my real friends are
I know what unconditional love is
I know that material items mean nothing to me
I know that there is not always tomorrow
I know I will never have someone clean my house for me
I know I will never carry expensive purses or have expensive clothes
I know that my house may not be the cleanliest but it is one of the happiest
I know to not take anything for granted
I know if you think it can't happen to you, it will
I know I will cherish each day
I know who I am in Christ
I know that Target, Sonic & my best friend can cure anything
I know true happiness
I know the humility of asking for help
I know what faithfulness is
I know what my insecurities are
I know that seeing my daughter smile after school is one of my favorite moments everyday
I know middle of the night feedings are moments I'll never get back
I know hearing my husband put our daughter to bed is priceless
I know that in my husbands arms is my place of serenity
I know what it feels like to not fit in
I know at the end of everyday I am so thankful for the life I've been given. Not because I have lots of money- I don't. Not because I have the perfect children- I don't (but they are close ;). Not because I have the perfect marriage- I don't. Not because I have it all together_-I definitely don't! But because I love the journey God has chosen for me. Everyday may not be easy but everyday I become stronger.
